There’s a tendency in God to chase us and give us life, not because of something beautiful in us; because of something beautiful in Him. That's the thing about a gift. Whether you feel worthy or not doesn’t matter. God's love is not motivated by or contingent upon your worthiness, after all, grace is when undeserving people receive an unbelievable gift from an unobligated giver. Grace is a gift, and to honor the Giver we have to not only accept, but enjoy the gift.